Life is full of errr ..... emotions, psuedo-intellectualism, joys,disappointments, and this is what makes life so cool !
hmm .... a lot has happened since i last wrote a blog here ,.............!
i met this amazing person called Akanksha ...with a completely different outlook to life ....and yes divine influence....! its amazing how much is there in the small things in our life ...
never before i ever realized that thr r so many deep and rich experiences awaiting for u ....just start looking for them ...! thanks. Anyways as much as i care for this fact that i am becoming a psuedo intellectual.... i realize that it might be a phase in my life which wants me to experience this as well .....! of course i dont expect myself to be any intellectual nor do i stand any chance in front of people like Suma, abhi, Dr. Sanil, Dr Krishnan, and my mom.....! but yes i guess life has been too much of a compromise till now ... it should be stopped from now on ....life cant be a series of compromises like this ....!
Actually i had long before conciled with my mind and heart that iitd is the place where i wanted to be .... but in the few hours i was wid akanksha i realized that no it wasnt so ..... but surprisingly what she says to me is that universe has a plan for me in this ,...........!
First of all i dont necessary believe in this theory of hers , but yes i would love to live that moment when i will actually realize that why i am not there and why i am here ....
may be that day i will call akku and say that yes now i believe in ur funda of universe's plans for us ..........but till then i am a bit skeptical of this whole theory of the plans of universe for us ........what i believe in is that you got to love something so much ....so much that the universe has to actually bend and give that thing to you ..... after all the universe must be a little fond of u .....if not as much as it is of akku....! gosh if u r reading this .... ;)...ever......than forgive me ..hehe ! but yes ur funda of accepting what universe gives u .... fails when u or me dont accept our fate ....and drop an year for our esteemed campuses...!
but yes i do love the campuses of these institutes .....and thanks to akku for this .....that now i can actually feel the vibes coming out the architecture of an institute .....the statement that these campuses are not buildings , but philosophies holds much more now for me than ever before .....i can actually feel those vibes coming out the campuses ....and yes thanks again for makinf me to realize this which i couldnt even after a semester into 'art and technology'.
anyways life is full of such things .... anyways there are still so may things which needs to get solved ....because of myself being an psuedo intellectual its tough for me to sometimes trust the intentions and efforts of people like CCS and manish.... as in yes akku u were right when u said that my biggest fear is that i will die hungry if i will ever turn an intellectual and the fact that i am not dying is the proof enough that i am not an intellectual ...for that matter yes i am too much of an idealist ( just in my accusations) ... and yes at the same time i realize that there are people who are actually genuine in there efforts ... but i want to meet and realize the presence of such people .....and yes i fear that you might say that they are all around you, just have a close look,...... but i cant see them not because they are not thr but becoz inside i am still the samr psuedo-intellectual......
anyways one thing is sure as it is getting surer as more that i am going to have a career in org psychology or HR . and yes this social activism.... i need to be converted by someone .....
i am waiting for that moment that someone will come in my life and tell me that dont you worry i am with you lets try and be intellectuals for a while !.....hehe yes that will be the most amazing life experience ..... but till then i guess i am into org psycho and HR.....
hmm today is rakhi ........ a special mention for the most precious woman in my life ....Rishu..!
she is the most amazing sister i have ever seen ....she is so nice to me even when i am the worst bro one can ever have.........anyways still yes i love you rishu and as on rakhi promise to be there for you ....forever !
Sometimes i feel so lucky she is the best sis i could have ever had ...in all my rebirths and lives....thanks u Jesus!
i met this amazing person called Akanksha ...with a completely different outlook to life ....and yes divine influence....! its amazing how much is there in the small things in our life ...
never before i ever realized that thr r so many deep and rich experiences awaiting for u ....just start looking for them ...! thanks. Anyways as much as i care for this fact that i am becoming a psuedo intellectual.... i realize that it might be a phase in my life which wants me to experience this as well .....! of course i dont expect myself to be any intellectual nor do i stand any chance in front of people like Suma, abhi, Dr. Sanil, Dr Krishnan, and my mom.....! but yes i guess life has been too much of a compromise till now ... it should be stopped from now on ....life cant be a series of compromises like this ....!
Actually i had long before conciled with my mind and heart that iitd is the place where i wanted to be .... but in the few hours i was wid akanksha i realized that no it wasnt so ..... but surprisingly what she says to me is that universe has a plan for me in this ,...........!
First of all i dont necessary believe in this theory of hers , but yes i would love to live that moment when i will actually realize that why i am not there and why i am here ....
may be that day i will call akku and say that yes now i believe in ur funda of universe's plans for us ..........but till then i am a bit skeptical of this whole theory of the plans of universe for us ........what i believe in is that you got to love something so much ....so much that the universe has to actually bend and give that thing to you ..... after all the universe must be a little fond of u .....if not as much as it is of akku....! gosh if u r reading this .... ;)...ever......than forgive me ..hehe ! but yes ur funda of accepting what universe gives u .... fails when u or me dont accept our fate ....and drop an year for our esteemed campuses...!
but yes i do love the campuses of these institutes .....and thanks to akku for this .....that now i can actually feel the vibes coming out the architecture of an institute .....the statement that these campuses are not buildings , but philosophies holds much more now for me than ever before .....i can actually feel those vibes coming out the campuses ....and yes thanks again for makinf me to realize this which i couldnt even after a semester into 'art and technology'.
anyways life is full of such things .... anyways there are still so may things which needs to get solved ....because of myself being an psuedo intellectual its tough for me to sometimes trust the intentions and efforts of people like CCS and manish.... as in yes akku u were right when u said that my biggest fear is that i will die hungry if i will ever turn an intellectual and the fact that i am not dying is the proof enough that i am not an intellectual ...for that matter yes i am too much of an idealist ( just in my accusations) ... and yes at the same time i realize that there are people who are actually genuine in there efforts ... but i want to meet and realize the presence of such people .....and yes i fear that you might say that they are all around you, just have a close look,...... but i cant see them not because they are not thr but becoz inside i am still the samr psuedo-intellectual......
anyways one thing is sure as it is getting surer as more that i am going to have a career in org psychology or HR . and yes this social activism.... i need to be converted by someone .....
i am waiting for that moment that someone will come in my life and tell me that dont you worry i am with you lets try and be intellectuals for a while !.....hehe yes that will be the most amazing life experience ..... but till then i guess i am into org psycho and HR.....
hmm today is rakhi ........ a special mention for the most precious woman in my life ....Rishu..!
she is the most amazing sister i have ever seen ....she is so nice to me even when i am the worst bro one can ever have.........anyways still yes i love you rishu and as on rakhi promise to be there for you ....forever !
Sometimes i feel so lucky she is the best sis i could have ever had ...in all my rebirths and lives....thanks u Jesus!
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